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I'm sitting alone
I'm only five years old
And I'm yet to realise
That when I'm older
there will come a time
that I'll truly feel alive
Until then I hope
Until then I pray
That moment gets closer with every passing day
Because so far I'm 20
wishing I was 14
And I'm feeling dead inside
(x2)
I'm always alone
I'm 20 years old
I don't go to shows
I sit at home and play my PC games
What have I done to me
because I'm feeling, honestly
like I was supposed to be
not where I am
It goes like this
with a fourth and a fifth
sip of vodka from a bottle sitting
on my night stand
with the race of a thousand camels
you don't seem to understand
You were everything
I ever wanted
I threw it away
isn't it oh so grand
(x2)
I'm always alone
I'm 20 years old
I don't go to shows
I sit at home and play my PC games
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2. |
Most of All
01:59
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Now I flew over the mountain tops
Because I was so sick of myself
Needed to get away from the world
Because I was so sick of everyone else
But maybe I wasn't all myself
Maybe I needed someone else
To show me what I could truly be
To show me the potential I had
The potential that I wouldd never see
The plans that I'd only make
To save me from truly wasting my life
From making a great mistake
On that note I recall one time
I almost back with my ex
Scared and afraid I had relaised
That being sad forever was not where it was at
So I was all but ready to reach out
and beg them to take me back
But then I think of all the reasons I left the first time
my friends they had all given me flak
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3. |
Undone
01:30
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Father please forgive me
For I have become
nothing close to your
gods special ones
Hard to see just how far
it is I have come
with a bottle of rum
I've come undone
Honestly I don't know
where It is that I stand
Stretching out
all of those emotions no real place to start
twenty years I have roamed
my body on this earth
On the bright side we are young
I've come undone
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I am so mad at you
for making me such a bastard
for giving me such high standards
I'm mad at you
But I'll find you
inside of someone else even if
finding you in someone else is hard to do
This never ending pursuit of happiness
is getting harder and harder to accomplish
the lies I tell myself
just so I can get by are getting
less and less convincing all the time
and I just can't shake the
feeling that I'll be alone forever
please tell me that's not the case
So I will go look for
the things I find important
qualities that are unique
and traits I find attractive in other people
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5. |
Mathew
01:59
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all those words
of pain you say
are simply marks; all washed away
into the rain for what it's worth
but the ears
the words fall on
are mostly turned away and gone
into a daze for what it's worth
I'm Out of time
I'm out of bounds
I'm such a waste, my conscience shouts
a little tired, for what it's worth
she's too depressed (yeah)
to go on
but you'll be sorry when she's gone
Adam sung, for what it's worth
R L Mayes
A friend of mine
been locked up now for quite some time
wont be released soon, for what it's worth
But you're the one
I don't deserve
Thinking of you, I've lost my nerve;
I'm just a coward, for what it's worth
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6. |
Something Special
01:33
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So here's a story for you
The year is 1995
I was born on all of the
wrong sides of the bed
spilling flavoured vodka
all down my favourite dress
but you don't
fire me up
words can come back so hauntingly
so long after they were said
reminders of an older time
makes you wish that you were dead
goldaliene my deary me
I fear there's nothing left
When all is
said and done
you don't
fire me up
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7. |
Let's Not Be Beautiful
02:05
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I was broken
and you fixed me
just to brake me
yet again
and I'm sorry
but I don't want
you to keep me
as a friend
so I'm stoic
I say it will all
be alright
in the end
tired body
needs a rest
'cus I am damaged
goods at best
and I can't sleep
'cus I listen to the music
making relations with friends
I dont deserve
now I can't drink
I'm more alone now
let us not be
beautiful
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Harmonic Forest England, UK
Harmonic Forest is a Chelmsford based anti-folk and noise project.
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